A system within a system
So, two years ago we found Anna, who was screaming in a panic. We assumed at first she was rather self-destructive and very afraid of sex.
In working on her self-destruction, we came to a compromise that we’d get her books for her age range (she’s about 13) for her to read. That would be constructive activity. She’s also got a thing for gum. Anyway ….
I thought she was also a protector for someone else either Kristina, Karina or Nicole. I still can’t get a grasp on the exact names, or perhaps they are all there.
I currently believe, as of last night, that Anna has a system of her own. I’ve heard of systems within systems. I have to explore this more, when I have time and energy. The body is going through some major PMS so it’s bringing up more issues than I can handle right now.
I think Anna’s system were witness to the abuse/took it. Whatever you want to say. So there are memories, which has become an obession with me.
So there are tons of other stuff going on in here, but I don’t have time to write about it. I’m in the midst of NaNo!
